Is black guys liking white females an illusion (Long but I think true)?

I’ve had a thing for black guys for quite a while now all though I’ve never hooked up with any yet and have been mostly mixing with white guys. Now I’ve seen good looking, tall black guys when I’m out and for some reason I don’t seem to get their attention as much as I do with the ugly ones. I’m confident that I’m an attractive female (23 yo) thin, blonde, blue eyed curvy 5’7 as I’ve been told by many people and the stares also proves it. I’m not trying to sound stuck up but I’m extremely confident in myself. I’ve always believed that black guys liked us but what I’ve noticed is that the good looking ones seem to prefer only Latinas or black women/ basically ethnic women. I’m aware of the stereotype that black guys get with fat, unattractive/ basically white trash. But what I also realised is that the black guys that are attracted to us are usually unattractive too. I was reading a question another white female posted asking why they’re no white women in black music videos and only black and Latina women. But what I noticed recently is that I’ve never seen an attractive black guy with a white female. I really want to date a handsome black guy but I’m basically not sure if they like us or is it only the ugly ones. It almost feels like I’ve lived some sort of lie because of the media which has kind of discouraged me from flirting with black guys and to make things worse I only witnessed that most handsome black celebrities are married to black women (Denzel, Will Smith, Morris Chestnut, Ll cool J etc.) If you’re a good looking black guy would you date a white female and if you’re a white female have you dated a good looking black guy before?